Thursday, June 30, 2011

Taking the steps she'll never take...

Last weekend, we spent a bittersweet day honoring Zayana's memory by walking in Noah's Quest in Sandy,OR. Noah's Quest is an annual event that brings families who have lost little ones together to remember, to cry, to share, to "take the steps they'll never take." We met some amazing families who shared in our grief, listened to our stories and who, of course, remarked on what a perfectly adorable little girl Zayana Grace is. It was a comfort to know that we are not alone, but the many children and babies who accompanied their families were a painful reminder of what we do not have. However, we must focus not on what we are missing, but on what we had the joy of experiencing- 16 weeks with the most beautiful, loving, amazing baby girl.

We invited family to walk with us. Some were unable to attend (understandable). Some chose not to attend (hurtful). We ended up with a small but mighty group draped in orange and sporting Zayana's gorgeous face. Next year we plan on extending the invitation to anyone who would like to honor Z's memory. We hope to have a huge turn out.


Munchers, we felt you cheering us on. Hope you enjoyed your balloons and all of the orange! Thanks for the sunshine. We miss you so very much and love you with all of our hearts. Thank you for blessing us so greatly.
Uncle Dan and Cousin Katie
All the ladies. Special shout out to Tia Christina (far left) who drove from Spokane to honor Z and
who has become a huge crusader for OI Awareness!


Remembering their precious grandbaby.

Pictures don't do it justice, but doves were released in honor of our babies. Majestic.
Baby Z, always shining her light down on us!

2 comments:

  1. Ernesto,

    It is good to see you and yours out doing something positive to help heal yourselves and honor Zayana. Seeing a smile on all your faces makes me smile and helps me realize that through everything, there is still a lot of good in this world and a lot of people who are willing to open themselves up because of and in spite of their personal tragedies. Thanks for sharing your pictures and your stories.

    Warmest regards,
    Steven

    if you ever want to talk, feel free to email me and I will give you my cell phone number

    steven.m.stuart@gmail.com

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  2. Your both such an inspiration to us to treasure everything and everyone we have in our lives, your blog and memories of beautiful Zayana are so beautiful and heart wrenching. Your always in our thoughts and we pray for God to help your heart heal.

    Love always,
    Hiral, Sunil and Sonam.

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